1. the best thing that has happened to me this week.
I got to see one of my bestest friends :D finally after so long

 2. weird things i do when i’m alone.
I dont really do anything weird when I’m alone. I sing really loud, but isn’t that normal?…

 3. how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.

Shit man, I wouldnt want to spend it ‘cause I hate spending my money. But honest to God, I would finally buy a legit Cannon Camera and a really good laptop and maybe buy an entire new wardrobe. Shit, do I still have money left?/:

4. things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.

 Like:
my ass… sometimes
my eyes
my height
my hair
my lips

Dislike:
my theighs
my stomach
my height
my skin
my back
my ass
my lips 

5. my last night out in detail.
A couple of days ago with my best friend whom I havent seen in a quite a while. We went to another friends house who I also havent seen in almost year, and I had my first Sangria. IT WASA AMAZING. i was also being awkwardly quiet when other people came over who i didnt know. Together we talked about babies and giving birth and the guys got all awkward. Oh yeah and then I witnessed Jean beating up Alan with a remote control and a popcorn :D

 6. something that makes me sad when i think about it.
My friends that are still in high school and how im going to be totally left out when school starts again and i’m not going to be able to see their faces as much as i want to because my parents suck and havent given me a car or a good phone to bug them everyday like i planned/promised. and its just gonna suck having to grow up faster then they do because shit I DONT WANNA GROW UP i wanna be with my awesome friends because I dont want them to move on and I dont want to replace them or anything of the sort. i just need them in my life forever because they are all amazing, and funny, and great. Just fucking great people and I love them all 

7. something i’ve lied about.
person: “you okay?”
me: “im fine” 

I wish I wasn’t being like this, all emotional but I just can’t help it. I blame the person who gives me hope, the person who stole my soul, the person who turned me into the way I am right now, and the people who pushed so much shit into my head and the person who will never be faceless.

wvnderbar:

instead of learning from my mistakes i like to dwell on them until i have a panic attack

The longer you hide your feelings for someone, the more you fall for them.

I really love that my best friends got really cool graduation gifts.

Zack got a gun.

Eddie’s getting a car.

And me? Nothing at all, its cool, whatever, I’ll just rot in bed ‘cause my parents dont give a shit.

All this bread on my fridge isn’t going to let my new clothes fit. I’m going to need a forklift to get out of bed.　

shit man, I graduate.

I really thought the day would never come where I can say “FUCK YOU” to everyone at that school except my friends.

mols:

Thank god the stars don’t judge us for what we do beneath them.

yeah that’s when you know you’ve really let them down.

That moment when I realized that its 2:25 and I should be in the gym with some of the most wonderful people in my life, but instead Im home trying to find something to watch. </3　

Last official day as a senior and as a soon to be college student I give you some word of advise:

Stay in High School and put up with the shit no matter how hard it gets. Don’t give up because you don’t know how strong you are in till you put up with all the ups or downs. Do your work, pass your tests, get extra work and find a way to pass all your classes. Spend as much time with your closest friends, stay away from the drama and do stupid things together. If you continue this in till senior year I promise you graduating wont be as scary or sad as it seems. Do it and things will be easier. I promise.